Joyce

i am on a mission to reduce my boob size. i'm not very...juicy...but i hate my boobs anyway. no, i am not going for plastic surgery, i am just going to go on a mad diet. boobs are fat right? so technically if i dont eat as much, my body would burn off fat tissues from my boobs. i hate boobs. they get in the way. i hate how mine friggin swell and become sore when im about to have my period. they prevent me from wearing clothes of a smaller size, because i am a superficial biAtch. the smaller the size on my clothes, the happier i become.

i just started school. bummer.

OMG MY HOLIDAYS ARE FRIGGIN OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
you have no idea how sad i am.

i am going to reduce my boob size.
i am also on a mission to save money.
i need to start learning how to drive soon.

i feel stupid, whatever little brain cells i had have completely disintegrated during the time when i did nothing intelligent or productive everyday. duUhhhhhhhhhhh~

eww fuck, trashy much? sometimes i wonder what the hell is wrong with my boyfriend's taste. why do boys like trashy girls?!?!!!!


( ugghhh my eyes )

mizushima hiro <333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

u can be my butler or perfect boyfriend anyday ^^

thai clubs kick ass. and they play good music too. a little piece of thailand right on our sunny shores...

sawadee kaaaaaaaaaaa~

can there really be love in animosity?

if i remember correctly, that was the starting of the first story you wrote, it was a love story to be exact. we sat beside each other in secondary 2, and we took our first neoprints together in sec1, where we choose some cheap, lousy machine and the pictures came out blurry. amazingly, i still have that neoprint. im sorry we drifted, and im sorry we stopped talking after we went to different classes. im sorry i didnt even bother to send a message to you once in a while, just to ask how you were. i honestly had no idea you were so sick. i feel so stupid now because i've been wondering for the longest time why you havent been online in ages. you're still on my contact list, just that you're going to be perpetually offline now. but, im sure nick told you i asked about you. i've been to detention with him a few times. i miss you so much jac. i dont know why you wanted to keep it a secret. do you know i shocked i was when i received that sms? and everything now feels so surreal. seeing your name on the signs directing me to the very same room where my grandma lay isnt right. you're such a wonderful person, always smiling, hardly bitching, good to your parents, the list goes on, you didnt deserve to get such a horrible illness. but then again, the world is never fair. god loved you so much he wanted you back with him extra quick! nice people like you dont deserve things like this, people like me who dont study, make fun of people, who are rude to their parents, dont go to church are the ones tt shld be in your place. i will never forget you, not the times in secondary school where we fought over a classmate's stories, where we would fall asleep during chinese lesson, and u would be the neat freak and i was the messy one.

yes there can be, if you try hard enough.

we're all aging. we're losing hair, getting wrinkes, we've stopped having fun, what the heck...

btw i want to go fishing.

see what i mean?

omg it is so damn fucking annoying when people say they want to buy things for you, reserve it and then fucking disappear. and then give me shit ass excuses like "oh sorry i didnt reply you my phone has so coincidently been dead for 3 days while you were trying to contact me" and "hey i made half my payment only coz i didnt have enough money to pay you in full" WHAT DO I LOOK LIKE? A FUCKING BANK? i was nice enough to extend the time frame for you to make payment, even make a shirt for you coz you said you wanted it, was even nice enough to do a meetup for you coz you live so nearby, but no, you cant even reply my smses or emails. if you dont hv money then dont say you want to purchase something. really, i thank the people who have made their payments on time, i've mailed out the items on time too.

but hahahaha stupid girl. she wanted 2 items, but only paid for one so far, didn't give me her mailing address, and is now avoiding me because she prolly doesn't hv enough money for the other one. i cant mail her item out, so free money, lor.

it's so annoying when people you deal with just completely ignore your emails, and it's even more so when they act all serious and give you their handphone numbers and even ignore your smses, regardless of whether you're selling or buying. don't these people have a sense of decency? like seriously it's not like im going to run off. i have a life, i dont find it entertaining saying i want something and then running off, or taking your money and then disappear. i am so fucking annoyed... im sure other sellers out there feel the same way.

one thing i never quite understood: visible under eye concealer.
isn't it ironic if concealer only made your flaws more obvious...
and why can't these people buy concealer that's one shade darker than their current one so that they actually conceal their flaws?
or is the trick all in blending...

Ok. So this totally scene girl views me on friendster. I have nothing against the scenesters(is tt what you call them???) but isn't it funny if she lists down every single one of her favourite bands, like 200 of them which start from Favourite Movies down to Favourite TV Shows(she tells you to continue down for favourite music after every section, letter limitations, what a pain in the ass) , in alphabetical order??? She has alot of time doesn't she, or did she just copy it from somewhere hahahaha, I secretly luv her <3